Chris Lowe's letters

skorpion76 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 12, 2007 10:03 am

[align=center]Dear Chris! [/align]My name is Hanna and I am 30 years old. I am 164 cm tall and quite normal built. I have brown-green eyes and ash blonde hair. I wear glasses and I have had it since I was one year old. Maybe you think it's a little bit too early, but the reason is that I squinted so very much. I am born with cerebral palsy and it took the most of my eye sight. Except that I think I am a quite normal girl. My interests are horses and riding, writing letters, surfing at the internet, look for facts and some more. I use listening very much to music and during the days I use listening to a radio station which is called Club 977 and plays music from the 80's. During the nights I listen to a Swedish station called Mix Megapol. My greatest favorites are Pet Shop Boys of course and that's why I have created this group. I wish I could write letters to you, but it's not so easy. You are so very busy playing with Pet Shop Boys and it's not sure you would read my letters. Therefore I write them here in my group. Oh Chris, there is so very much I wish I could say to you, but I know it dosen't work. You aren't here and you don't know that I exist, but I wish you knew. I think you are the sweetiest Chris in the world and if I could I would tell you that. Even if I know you won't read this I think it's so very nice to take it off my heart. Even if you won't read it others will do and maybe say something about it. Who knows? I wish you have it nice wherever you are and please say hello to Neil from me.

/Love Skorpion76

skorpion76 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 12, 2007 10:04 am

[align=center]Dear Chris! [/align]I have so much to tell you, so I have decided to write another letter. If you read this you might think I am crazy, but I can't help it. I am so in love with you. I know this is crazy, 'cos you don't know that I exist, but if you knew you might tell me try to find another more possible boyfriend who was much better for me. Sigh, I don't want another boyfriend. You are the only one for me. Chris, I know this is crazy, but it's also true. I am in love with you even if I know it can't become we two. Some people say you are gay, but I know you don't want to talk about it. That's because I became so upset when Twisted Logic started a poll on Lydia's forum about your sexual orientation. Who are they to speculate so about it? You have said that you don't want to talk about it and still they speculate about it. I can't understand it. Chris, I just want you to know that I don't mind of what's your sexual orientation. You are still the same Chris to me. Oh Chris, you are so cute and I wish I could tell you, but you won't read this letter, so it's not so easy.
Most of the fans who like Pet Shop Boys are more into Neil, but I think you are the best. You are my favorite. You are so wonderful and I wish I could tell you all this, but there is one problem. When I fall in love it's very easy for me to lose control of myself. All I am thinking of is the one I am in love with. I write love letters, name poems and dedicate songs to you. If you saw this you might think that I would find much better things to do, but the only one I can think of is you. Oh, I really love you Chris and I hope you have it nice wherever you are. Please say hello to Neil from me.

/Love Skorpion76

skorpion76 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 12, 2007 10:06 am

[align=center]Dear Chris![/align]
I am a huge fan of you and the music Neil and you play. The first time when I heard was when my brother played Suburbia on a cassette he had. The next song I heard was It's A Sin and I thought it was so good. The third was What Have I Done To Deserve This? I also have a faint memory of when I saw you on TV for the first time. You became interviewed in the Swedish youth program Bullen. You had just released the single What Hsve I Done To Deserve This? That was the first time I realized you just could speak English. I remember you wore the brown cap with big ear patches which I use to call "hanging dogears". Do you know which one I mean? I remember you would try to say your group name in Swedish. It sounded something like this: "Hus...Djurs...Affärs...Pojkarna", so to speak. Do you remember?
Your music are so great. You play so great songs and in many of the songs I can imagine Neil in the situations he describs. In One More Chance he sings "...push me in a corner and I scream" and that is something I really can imagine. I can imagine how another person pushes Neil into a hard wall and he screams of hurt. In The Night I Fell In Love he describs a meeting with another guy and how he fell in love. We can call him Howie. I can imagine how they meet backstage, how they go to Howie's room how they film each other with the film camera. They wake up next morning and Neil thinks Howie is so nice and he falls in love. I can also imagine Neil in I Want To Wake Up when he stands in the kitchen, hears his radio play Tainted Love and Love Is Strange and how he cries sudden tears. Just to name a few, but there are more examples.
Chris, there is something I feel I have to tell you. You know I love you so much and I think you are the sweetiest Chris in the world. I am so really happy for that I don't have got your phone number. Of course it would be nice being able to call you and things like that, but there is one problem. Once opon a time I saw an interview with a girl who told that she had a boyfriend and can you guess what she did? Okay, hold yourself now Chris! This is so incredible that you maybe won't believe it. She called her boyfriend up and as far as he replied she rang off and do you know why? She just wanted to hear his voice. Hm... Some obsessive I think.
So Chris, therefore I am so happy there are songs like Paninaro, Paninaro '95, We All Feel Better In The Dark, I Want A Dog and Lies. There I can hear your wonderful voice as many times as I ever want to without feeling ashamed because I have embarrassed you. You know I love you Chris and I always will. You are so really cute and sometimes I wish there were Pet Shop Boys clones so each fan could get their each Pet Shop Boys.
Oh Chris! This was a really long letter, but there were so much I had to tell you. That was all for this time, but I hope you have it nice wherever you are. Take a good care of each other and please say hello to Neil from me.

/Love Skorpion76

skorpion76 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 12, 2007 10:09 am

[align=center]Dear Chris! [/align]
I am back again. You are so far away from here, but still I can't stop think about you. You are so wonderful, I really love you. My highest wish is doing an exclusive interview with you, but it's just a dream that never will come true. You know, I am not a reporter, journalist or something like that. I am just a simple fan. The only way of making that dream come true is if I make a role play of it and ask someone if they would like to play you or Neil. In the old group I had a room for role playing, but no one was interested of it. Maybe I can start up a new room for that even if that isn't a room for Pet Shop Boys' things. The role play can be about what ever you want.
Anyway I would so gladly do an interview with you, but it's impossible since I am just a simple fan. For having a chance to interview you I must be a star journalist, to say the least, but of course there are questions I would like to ask you too. I will start a new special topic for that. Anyway I think you are the cutiest Chris in the world. I really love listen to your voice. It's so great hear it in sonsgs like Paninaro, Paninaro '95, I want a dog, We all feel better in the dark. Then I can hear your voice on and on again. I love hearing your voice. It's so wonderful, but the best of all is of course that I love you. You are the best that ever has happened to me even if I know it can't be you and me. I would like to give you a big hug. You would really deserve it, because you are so wonderful.
Now I will end this letter. There is nothing more I would like to tell you for this time. I wish you all the best and please say hello to Neil from me.

/Love Skorpion76

skorpion76 · **Posted:** Fri Oct 12, 2007 10:19 am

[align=center]Dear Chris! [/align]
I have written more letters to you, but I haven't sent you one only of them. I wish I could, but it's not so easy, you know. I am not a member of the fan club and even if I was it's still not sure you would read them. You and Neil get so many letters from alots of fans around the world, so what says that you would read my letters in particular. Anyway I think it's nice write down all my thoughts in letters to you. I am so happy I have my group in which I can post them without any problem.
I wrote a letter to Neil and there were very many reactions on that letter. One girl wrote that I was a child or something, but I am not. I am in love with you, but the fact that you are famous makes it so much more complicated. I have been told to not join a fan club because it costs too much and you can become so cheaten there. And furthermore it's not the artists themselves who take care of it.
There are many fans who send letters to their favorites, but if you do there is a big risk that you expect an answear from your great favorite. There are also fans who go on so much that they stalk their great favorites. Phew, I wouldn't do anything that could hurt you.
That's why I think it's much better like this. Write down your thought and feelings and save it for yourself. Of course it would be nice writing you letters if you could answear, but what are you to write if the only thing the letter says is "Oh I really love you Chris. I wish you were here." It's so nice dreaming about you, fancy and let my thought fly away.
You are so handsome and I would really be your girlfriend, but I know it's impossible. You are so far away, you are always away touring and it would be so hard for us being together. Furthermore there are other reasons why it can't be you and me. Ì wonder if you would care about a letter if it came from me, but I don't think so. The chance for that happening are so really small that it hardly exists.
I was on Hultsfred this summer. I went to the concert just to see you and Neil. I was wearing a t-shirt with a picture of you. When I saw you I couldn't stop shouting. I was so in love and oh my Lord what a feeling seeing Neil Tennant whole real live. Wow Chris, at the end I really felt like cuddling you, but it didn't work. You know, the guards were in the way.
During Paninaro I shouted very much because I really adore both the song and your rap in it. Chris, this is amazing! I have seen you live and that's a memory I will carry with me the whole rest of my life. I have got so many pictures and t-shirts with pictures of you. I really love you Chris. You are the one and only for me. I am so in love with you and one of the love letters I wrote to Neil to tell him about my feelings for you. Sometimes it feels much easier write and tell a near friend and especially if you are in love.
This was all for now, but I hope you are fine wherever you are. Say hello to Neil and bye bye.

/Love Skorpion76

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